
Monthly Archives: December 2023
Dreams š“š

Dreams can be such strange things. I often donāt remember mine, but last night, I had an interesting one. I dreamed about a guy I used to know in high school named Brandon. I canāt even remember his last name. The strange part is that I havenāt even thought about him in years. We were in the same class but never particularly close nor do I ever remember finding him attractive. He also wasnāt gay as far as I knew, but I also donāt remember him dating any girls in high school either. He wasnāt ugly and was āmasculineā for a teenager (Iām pretty sure heād been on the football team), but honestly, he just wasnāt that memorable (although, apparently he was in my subconscious?). I remember in the dream though that he had a kind of quirky smile, almost a smirk. He was a bit of a joker and class clown. Thatās all I really remember about the guy.
Anyway, in the dream, I was planning a date with him. I was going to make him an Italian dinner. I asked him if he liked chicken piccata, and he said he didnāt know. Heād never had it. I explained what it is, and he was intrigued but said the only Italian chicken dish heād ever had was chicken parmesan. So, I said, āIn that case, Iāll make you a sampler of three different Italian chicken dishes: chicken parmesan, chicken piccata, and pollo al vino.ā Normally, with all three of these dishes, Iād have usually preferred to make them with veal not chicken, so Iām not sure why chicken it was chicken in the dream. I also told him that Iād make risotto because I suspected heād had pasta before but never risotto which I explained is a rice dish.
Then, I woke up before I could plan a salad, vegetables, or a dessert to round out the meal. It was around 2 am when I woke from this dream. I thought, this would make a good blog post, but if I waited until I woke in the morning, Iād have forgotten it. Plus, I needed to pee, so I got up with my phone and typed this out and check the progress of our snowfall before going back to sleep.
I wanted to check the snow because it had not started snowing when I went to bed last night. The rain we had all day yesterday was predicted to turn to snow sometimes after midnight. We were forecasted to get between 5-10 inches of snow overnight. The original forecast a day or so ago had said 9.45 inches but when Iād looked just before I went to bed, it said 5.15 inches. I checked as I was writing this, and the current prediction is 4.95 inches. Iām always intrigued by how specific (not necessarily accurate) the snowfall was in this weather app. Anyway, when I looked out, it was less than an inch of snow.
Then, I went back to sleep wondering how the meal would have actually gone, and what would have happened after the meal.
Pic of the Day

Is your Christmas tree up yet? I never get a live tree because they are too messy and I have carpet. However, I might buy one if he was cutting it down for me.
Do Good! Take Action!

I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot; I wish that you were cold or hot.
āRevelation 3:15
Often, we know why some people are evil, but do you wonder why people do good? For some, it is to make others (or themselves) feel good. Often, it is to try to become a better person. And, of course, some do so to try to make the world a better place. What happens when we step back and do nothing? We are being passive and leaving the world to its own evils. Desmond Tutu said, āIf you are neutral in situations of injustice, you have chosen the side of the oppressor. If an elephant has its foot on the tail of a mouse, and you say that you are neutral, the mouse will not appreciate your neutrality.”
Jesus told his followers that they have only one reason to do good: to mirror the character of his Father into the world. In order to understand Jesusā approach to doing good, we need to see that there are two huge differences between the way the world looks at good and evil and how God does. Most people have strong opinions about what are good actions and what are evil actions, but most will remain neutral. They may recognize good and evil, but they do nothing to stop the evil, and often do nothing to elevate the good. Most of the time people are just living their life, doing neutral things, and then every so often a situation comes up where they have to choose whether to do something good or something evil; both of which require about the same amount of effort. Think most people believe itās hard to be evil unless you really mean to be. Most of the time we are basically average people, neither good nor evil, but we are capable of doing good when the right situation comes up.
Iāve told this story before, but it was the first day of school, and I was in seventh grade. A group of guys were calling me names and bullying me. There were several new students that year, and everyone seemed to be trying to show that they were cool or whatever and were doing this by picking on me: the quiet, shy one. As I was being taunted, one of the new guys spoke up and told the other guys to leave me alone. He stuck his neck out and risked losing his ācool factorā by not being neutral or joining in on the bullying, but by telling the bullies to stop. Iāve always thought that took real courage, but this guy also had a lot of charisma, and unlike me and many others at that age, he seemed to be so confident. He never lost his ācool factor.ā In fact, he was always one of the most popular guys in school. I never once remember him allowing anyone to bully me if he was around. He was a genuinely good guy, and though Iām friends with him on Facebook, I really donāt know what kind of person he is these days, but I hope heās still a good guy.
The Bible does not recognize there being three categories of being: good, neutral, and evil. Instead, it recognizes only two: good and evil. If one is not doing good, then one must be doing evil. Psalm 34:14 says, āTurn from evil and do good; seek peace and pursue it.ā In Mark 3:4, Jesus asked the Pharisees, āIs it lawful to do good on the Sabbath or to do harm, to save a life or to kill?ā The question is: what is oneās orientation toward othersāgood or evil? He didnāt give them the option of being neutral, even though the world says thatās what most of us are. What the world calls neutral the Bible calls evil. Why? Because doing the neutral thing of living as if you and your concerns are the central reality of your existence necessarily makes God second.
The word the Bible uses for that is āevil.ā In Matthew 12:30, Jesus talked about the unpardonable sin, āThe one who is not with Me is against Me; and the one who does not gather with Me scatters.ā If we do not actively seek to choose good and combat evil, then we are not being neutral, we are, in fact, doing evil. LGBTQ+ people are facing attacks from from people across America. It may not be a new thing, but that doesnāt diminish the evil that it is. For nearly the last decade, since Donald Trump came to dominate the Republican Party, bullying and selfishness have become the rallying cris of Republicans.
During the 1920s and 1930s, Martin Niemƶller, a once prominent Lutheran pastor in Germany, sympathized with many Nazi ideas and supported radically right-wing political movements. However, after Adolf Hitler came to power in 1933, Niemƶller became an outspoken critic of Hitlerās interference in the Protestant Church. He spent the last eight years of Nazi rule, from 1937 to 1945, in Nazi prisons and concentration camps. Niemƶller is perhaps best remembered for his postwar statement, which begins āFirst they came for the socialists, and I did not speak outābecause I was not a socialist. Then they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak outābecause I was not a trade unionist. Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak outābecause I was not a Jew. Then they came for meāand there was no one left to speak for me.ā However we identify ourselves,, we canāt sit on the sidelines and do nothing. We have to actively work to better this world for everyone. While itās never a time to declare neutrality, there are times when neutrality can do so much more harm than good. We are in one of those times.speak up, vote, do anything you can to help make this world a better place for all. We donāt have the luxury of being neutral and watching the world from a distance, because the evil that is building steam may not be directly affecting you right now, but it will. Right now, itās probably only harming people you do not know. Eventually though, it will harm the ones you love, and it will harm you as well. Donāt declare neutrality and sit back and watch until itās too late. Do something now!
Rough Night

I was still not feeling well last night, so I went to bed early. The problem was that my downstairs neighbor, who I rarely hear a peep from, was either loudly watching an action movie or playing an action packed video game. Have you ever been in a theater waiting for a movie to start and hear the loud noise of an action movie in the theater next to your, the loud explosion, crashes, deafening music, etc.? Thatās pretty much what it was like. If I had a pair of earphones that would have worked with my new iPhone, Iād have put them in to drown out the noise. Alas, I did not, so I listened to an audiobook until I was about to fall asleep. (Reading a book wouldnāt have helped, since I had a migraine and it makes it very hard to concentrate on the words. They sometimes get a bit jumbled when I have a migraine.)
Finally, sometime around 11 pm, I dozed off. Thankfully, Iād set the audiobook to stop at the end of the chapter, so I could just back it up when I started it again. This morning, however, it was my upstairs neighbor that woke me up. Around 3:30 am, I could hear one of them walking around. The floors in my building creak, and while usually I could ignore it, I still had a headache, and I laid there for nearly an hour trying to go back to sleep. Eventually, Isabella caught on that I was awake, so to appease her, I got up and fed her and made myself a cup of tea.
Although Iām supposed to be working from home today, Iām not going to even try to pretend to. Iāll text my boss and tell him Iām taking a sick day. Then, Iāll probably go back to bed and try to get some more sleep.
Sorry Iāve been only complaining for the last few days, but whatever this is (sinuses, migraines, malaise, etc.) has been pretty rough.
Still Feeling Crappy

Iām still feeling like crap today. I have to go into work today because itās my last day of class. My students have an informal presentation today, so I have time there, but I will most likely leave and come home as soon as my class is over. Then, Iām going back to bed.

















