
My taste in men varies wildly, as you can tell by the pictures I post on this blog, but since I was 13 years old and first saw the guy that would be the center of my fantasies and dreams all through middle and high school, I have had one particular type of guy that makes me weak in the knees with lust. Hayden Lourd, the guy above, did a few videos for Cocky Boys and then seemed to disappear from the adult industry, as far as I can tell. Cocky Boys’ description of him says, “From the moment we met Hayden, he was cracking us up with his ‘live & let live’ attitude, raw masculinity, sexual energy. We were punch drunk. His sexy smile, at one moment innocent and playful, could just as easily tease and seduce before becoming an evil grin that could melt the pants off a lumberjack!” He sounds just like my type. He has the attitude and look that is my weakness. He is tall at 6’1”, just the right amount of muscles, fair hair and complexion, and crystal blue eyes. The hair and complexion always get me, especially when they are blond and have that pinkish complexion that so easily turns red for any number of emotions. In one video, his scene partner, Levi Carter, says Hayden is big in every way. I’ve seen all of him, and I’d have to agree. Plus, he has an ass to die for. I could watch this man all day. He epitomizes my type and reminds me very much of that guy who was my first crush.






March 18th, 2023 at 7:41 am
Ok, here goes. Blonde guys, yes. But more important to me regardless of hair color, the classic proportions of the Graeco-Roman-Roman period. Smooth , natural musculature, restrained expression. Something timeless. Maybe it’s a worship of youth itself. Knowing it is just a moment in time but somehow eternal.
March 18th, 2023 at 12:36 pm
Mmmmmmmm we definitely share similar interests in our types of men who do it for us. I can absolutely see why he’s a longtime favorite! Yummilicious!
March 22nd, 2023 at 6:00 am
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