
Monthly Archives: September 2024
Update

I sat down to write a post this morning, and I started on several, but none of them felt right. I just didn’t have any good ideas. I think it’s mostly because I’m tired. It’s been a long week, and it’s only half over. Maybe, the rest of the week will be a little easier.
I guess one thing I could write about is how my ultrasound went on Friday. Like the blood test done at the first of the week, the abdominal ultrasound did not show any problems. Everything seemed normal. However, I’m still experiencing pain that comes and goes and varies in intensity. Although I did not see my primary doctor when I went to the clinic, he did review my test results. He believes I have an GI issue that could be viral or bacterial, and it should continue to improve. He said they have had a lot of patients with similar issues, so he really thinks it’s something that’s going around, probably because students are back in town. Anyway, he said that if it gets worse or is not better by the first of next week, he wants to do more tests to rule out an issue with my gallbladder or pancreatitis.
So right now, I’m just waiting it out and hoping it will improve if I stay on a bland diet. Ugh! I hate bland diets. The BRAT diet (bananas, rice, applesauce, and toast) is to keep from aggravating my digestive tract. I guess we will see. This has been lingering for nearly two weeks now.
Dream Variations

Dream Variations
By Langston Hughes
To fling my arms wide
In some place of the sun,
To whirl and to dance
Till the white day is done.
Then rest at cool evening
Beneath a tall tree
While night comes on gently,
Dark like me—
That is my dream!
To fling my arms wide
In the face of the sun,
Dance! Whirl! Whirl!
Till the quick day is done.
Rest at pale evening . . .
A tall, slim tree . . .
Night coming tenderly
Black like me.
About the Poem
“Dream Variations” by Langston Hughes is a powerful poem that reflects themes of freedom, identity, and racial pride. In the poem, Hughes contrasts the oppressive reality faced by African Americans in the early 20th century with the speaker’s dream of a world where they can freely express themselves and live without fear.
The poem is an expression of Hughes’ vision for racial equality and his longing for a world where Black individuals can live freely, with pride in their heritage and identity. The “dream” in the poem represents not only personal freedom but also the collective aspirations of African Americans during the Harlem Renaissance, a time when many Black artists, writers, and thinkers sought to redefine their place in society.
Through “Dream Variations,” Hughes communicates a yearning for both freedom from oppression (represented by the day) and a peaceful self-acceptance (represented by the night).
About the Poet
Langston Hughes (1902–1967) was an influential American poet, social activist, novelist, playwright, and one of the key figures of the Harlem Renaissance, a cultural and artistic movement in the 1920s and 1930s that celebrated African American heritage. Known for his powerful and accessible writing, Hughes is regarded as one of the most important literary voices of the 20th century, especially in capturing the Black experience in America.
Hughes is often celebrated for being one of the first Black writers to make a living from his work and for championing the richness of Black culture as worthy of artistic expression.
Night of Dreams

I’ve said before that I don’t often remember dreams. When I do remember them, they tend to be very vivid, at least right after I wake up. They fade as the day goes on. Last night was a night of one dream after another. They never seemed to be the same. Each dream had their own unique scenario but they had one common denominator. The dreams all featured naked men, and all the men had one thing in common. They were all uncircumcised. Most Americans are circumcised, so my personal experience with uncircumcised men is limited. Who knows why I had a fixation last night on uncircumcised men, but I guess we really never know why we dream what we dream.
Have a great week everyone!
Reflections

Who is wise and understanding among you? Let him show by good conduct that his works are done in the meekness of wisdom.
-James 3:13
When you take a selfie, is the person you portray in that image the real you or only the person you want others to see? Likewise, when you look in the mirror, do you see a person who follows God’s word? James 1:22-24 tells us, “But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror; for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was.” We can talk about being Christians. We can proclaim from the rooftops our Christian beliefs. We can be open and honest about our faith, but if we do not follow the teachings of our faith and are doers of our faith, then we nothing.
Ephesians 4:29 says, “Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers.” When Christians proclaim their beliefs yet do not follow those said beliefs, they are only speaking corrupt words. A friend and I were discussing yesterday how often the loudest of those condemning the LGBTQ+ community are a part of the LGBTQ+ community behind closed doors. For example, Lt. Governor and Republican nominee for governor of North Carolina Mark Robinson has been exposed for his unchristian behavior that goes against his professed beliefs. Identified by media outlets as a right-wing or far-right politician, Robinson has promoted various conspiracy theories, denied sexual allegations against various prominent figures, and has frequently made various inflammatory homophobic, transphobic, racist, anti-atheist, Islamophobic, and antisemitic statements, including engaging in Holocaust denial. However, CNN unearthed posts Robinson left on a porn site’s message boards in which he referred to himself as a “black NAZI,” said in 2012 he preferred Hitler to then-President Barack Obama, slammed Martin Luther King, Jr. as “worse than a maggot,” and said he enjoyed transgender pornography. He is only the latest of many hypocrites that make political statements yet are doing the opposite under an assumed name and behind closed doors.
Politicians like Robinson will say and do anything to get elected and gain political influence and power. Philippians 2:3-4 tells us, “Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others.” Hypocrisy is rampant in politics and always has been and has been present in all political leanings. If I were to name all the examples, the list would be endless. You could write an encyclopedia of hypocrisy and still not name them all.
Ephesians 5:1-2 declares, “Therefore be imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love, as Christ also has loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma.” When we vote we should keep this in mind. Are the people we are voting for following the word of God or are they perverting God’s word for political ambitions? The twice impeached, adulterous, convicted felon that is the Republicans nominee for President claims to be a Christian in public while mocking the beliefs of Christian in private. I have told my mother who is one of his supporters that he stands against every moral she ever taught me growing up.
Ephesians 5:6 warns us, “Let no one deceive you with empty words.” Keep that in mind when you vote. It’s not just in the United States that this is a problem. So, wherever you are in this world, remember to keep in mind what James tells us and be “doers of the word.” The idiom the saying is “if you’re going to talk the talk, you’ve got to walk the walk” may be cliche, but it has many versions such as “actions speak louder than words” and “practice what you preach.” Another early form of the expression was “walk it like you talk it.” In Christianity we are commanded to let our actions speak louder than our words.
Moment of Zen: Autumn in Vermont 🍁

There are certain times of year in Vermont that most people are not particularly crazy about, mainly winter and mud season. Summer is not a favorite of mine because so many places don’t have air conditioning, but I don’t mind the winters too much. I think the snow is beautiful. The only time I really hate is mud season.

Whether you like the weather in Vermont, there is one time of year that makes it all worthwhile: the beginning of autumn. When the leaves begin to change to the rich hues of yellows, red, and oranges always still mixed with a bit of green here and there, it feels like living in a postcard. Vermont is a beautiful state, but it’s so colorful this time of year.

Usually, leaf peeping season is a few weeks at most before stick season followed by winter hits us. Autumn in Vermont makes it all worthwhile. Some Vermonters don’t like this time of year because of the leaf peppers, people who come to Vermont just to see the leaves. They come from all over the world to experience Vermont in the fall. The leaf peepers usually drive slowly to take it all in and cause traffic problems constantly. They often also have no regard for private property.

Not only is it beautiful, but it’s also the perfect temperatures. It’s cool in the mornings and very mild in the afternoons. It’s that time of year when it’s the loveliest to be outside and hike the trails in the mountains just to enjoy the temperatures and the beauty of nature.

While many Vermonters complain about the tourists this time of year, it’s not that bad. Vermonters seem to be professional complainers. It’s just in their ornery nature. Vermonters have strong opinions, and they don’t mind telling you all about them. Vermonters also love their peace and quiet, which is why the tourists this time of year drive them crazy.

Leaves are not the only reason to love this time of year. It’s also apple picking season. There will be lots of apple festivals with abundances of cider and cider donuts. When it comes to donuts, I love the light airy texture of a yeast donut glazed to perfection. Few things beat hot donuts at Krispy Kreme, but since moving to Vermont, the have a definite rival with cider donuts.

Fresh cider donuts are out of this world delicious. They aren’t light like a hot Krispy Kreme donut and have a more cake like texture. However, the crispness of the outside juxtaposed with the soft velvety interior is wonderful. Instead of a glaze, they are most often dusted with cinnamon and sugar. It’s a really delicious treat.

People will also tell you about the wonders of a slice of apple pie with cheddar cheese. I’m not an apple pie fan, but people swear by the combination of apple pie and sharp cheddar cheese. To each his own I suppose. It’s certainly not the strangest of Vermont desserts, that belongs to Grape-Nuts pudding.

Quick Health Update: I had my ultrasound yesterday, and it showed now issues. My spleen, pancreas, kidneys, and gallbladder all look fine. I have a fatty liver, but that usually doesn’t cause any symptoms. When the radiologist reviewed the ultrasound images, he found no issues that could explain the abdominal pain I’ve been experiencing. The nurse practitioner I’ve been seeing forwarded the results to my primary physician for him to decide the next step. I’ll keep you posted.












