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About Joe

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I began my life in the South and for five years lived as a closeted teacher, but am now making a new life for myself as an oral historian in New England. I think my life will work out the way it was always meant to be. That doesn't mean there won't be ups and downs; that's all part of life. It means I just have to be patient. I feel like October 7, 2015 is my new birthday. It's a beginning filled with great hope. It's a second chance to live my life…not anyone else's. My profile picture is "David and Me," 2001 painting by artist Steve Walker. It happens to be one of my favorite modern gay art pieces.

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Friday

Only one more day to work this week. I worked from home yesterday instead of today because I have a class to teach this afternoon. It should be a fun class, and I’ve taught variations on this class many times. Once the class is over, I can pack up and go home, and my weekend will begin.

Thankfully, since the rain has passed by, my migraine is better, and my abdomen pain seems to be slowly getting better. Even though I’m feeling better, I have no weekend plans. I want just a nice relaxing weekend to continue recovering from this GI illness I’ve been dealing with for the past two week.

Have a great weekend, everyone!


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Rainy

It started raining off and on all day yesterday, and today we are expecting constant rain throughout the day. Along with the rain, I also have a migraine. I was doing fairly well yesterday when the rain started, but just after lunch I saw an unusually bright aura, and within a few minutes, I had an awful migraine that has only gotten progressively worse. Thankfully, I was scheduled to leave work early yesterday, and I am working from home today. Luckily, I don’t have much work to do today. I have some class preparations to finish and a few emails, but mostly, I can just rest and recuperate.


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Update

I sat down to write a post this morning, and I started on several, but none of them felt right. I just didn’t have any good ideas. I think it’s mostly because I’m tired. It’s been a long week, and it’s only half over. Maybe, the rest of the week will be a little easier.

I guess one thing I could write about is how my ultrasound went on Friday. Like the blood test done at the first of the week, the abdominal ultrasound did not show any problems. Everything seemed normal. However, I’m still experiencing pain that comes and goes and varies in intensity. Although I did not see my primary doctor when I went to the clinic, he did review my test results. He believes I have an GI issue that could be viral or bacterial, and it should continue to improve.  He said they have had a lot of patients with similar issues, so he really thinks it’s something that’s going around, probably because students are back in town. Anyway, he said that if it gets worse or is not better by the first of next week, he wants to do more tests to rule out an issue with my gallbladder or pancreatitis. 

So right now, I’m just waiting it out and hoping it will improve if I stay on a bland diet. Ugh! I hate bland diets. The BRAT diet (bananas, rice, applesauce, and toast) is to keep from aggravating my digestive tract. I guess we will see. This has been lingering for nearly two weeks now.


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Dream Variations

Dream Variations
By Langston Hughes

To fling my arms wide
In some place of the sun,
To whirl and to dance
Till the white day is done.
Then rest at cool evening
Beneath a tall tree
While night comes on gently,
Dark like me—
That is my dream!
To fling my arms wide
In the face of the sun,
Dance! Whirl! Whirl!
Till the quick day is done.
Rest at pale evening . . .
A tall, slim tree . . .
Night coming tenderly
Black like me.

About the Poem

“Dream Variations” by Langston Hughes is a powerful poem that reflects themes of freedom, identity, and racial pride. In the poem, Hughes contrasts the oppressive reality faced by African Americans in the early 20th century with the speaker’s dream of a world where they can freely express themselves and live without fear.

The poem is an expression of Hughes’ vision for racial equality and his longing for a world where Black individuals can live freely, with pride in their heritage and identity. The “dream” in the poem represents not only personal freedom but also the collective aspirations of African Americans during the Harlem Renaissance, a time when many Black artists, writers, and thinkers sought to redefine their place in society.

Through “Dream Variations,” Hughes communicates a yearning for both freedom from oppression (represented by the day) and a peaceful self-acceptance (represented by the night).

About the Poet

Langston Hughes (1902–1967) was an influential American poet, social activist, novelist, playwright, and one of the key figures of the Harlem Renaissance, a cultural and artistic movement in the 1920s and 1930s that celebrated African American heritage. Known for his powerful and accessible writing, Hughes is regarded as one of the most important literary voices of the 20th century, especially in capturing the Black experience in America.

Hughes is often celebrated for being one of the first Black writers to make a living from his work and for championing the richness of Black culture as worthy of artistic expression.


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Night of Dreams

I’ve said before that I don’t often remember dreams. When I do remember them, they tend to be very vivid, at least right after I wake up. They fade as the day goes on. Last night was a night of one dream after another. They never seemed to be the same. Each dream had their own unique scenario but they had one common denominator. The dreams all featured naked men, and all the men had one thing in common. They were all uncircumcised. Most Americans are circumcised, so my personal experience with uncircumcised men is limited. Who knows why I had a fixation last night on uncircumcised men, but I guess we really never know why we dream what we dream.

Have a great week everyone!