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I began my life in the South and for five years lived as a closeted teacher, but am now making a new life for myself as an oral historian in New England. I think my life will work out the way it was always meant to be. That doesn't mean there won't be ups and downs; that's all part of life. It means I just have to be patient. I feel like October 7, 2015 is my new birthday. It's a beginning filled with great hope. It's a second chance to live my life…not anyone else's. My profile picture is "David and Me," 2001 painting by artist Steve Walker. It happens to be one of my favorite modern gay art pieces.

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Rain

It started raining yesterday afternoon and is expected to continue until tomorrow morning. Usually, the rain is not very heavy here, and we rarely get more than an inch of rain at any one time. However, we are expected to get 3”-5” before this rain event is over. We are under flood warnings , but thankfully, I live on high ground well above the nearby river. We’ve also had a fair amount of thunder and lightning. 

I say all this because rain and weather/air pressure changes always affects my migraines. I had a somewhat minor one yesterday, but woke today with a pretty bad one. I took my medicine, and I’ll see if it begins to improve. If it doesn’t, I will likely be taking a sick day and going back to bed.


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Never Grow Old

For our citizenship is in heaven, from which we also eagerly wait for the Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, who will transform our lowly body that it may be conformed to His glorious body, according to the working by which He is able even to subdue all things to Himself.

— Philippians 3:20-21

Never Grow Old
By James Cleveland Moore, Sr.

I have heard of a land
On the faraway strand,
’Tis a beautiful home of the soul;
Built by Jesus on high,
There we never shall die,
’Tis a land where we never grow old.

Refrain:
Never grow old,
Where we’ll never grow old,
In a land where we’ll never grow old;
Never grow old,
Where we’ll never grow old,
In a land where we’ll never grow old.

In that beautiful home
Where we’ll nevermore roam,
We shall be in the sweet by and by;
Happy praise to the King
Through eternity sing,
’Tis a land where we never shall die. [Refrain]

When our work here is done
And the life crown is won,
And our troubles and trials are o’er,
All our sorrows will end,
And our voices will blend
With the loved ones who’ve gone on before. [Refrain]

This song has been in my head over the past week. Eleven years ago today, my beloved grandmother went to the land where she “will never grow old.” I have always loved this song. To me, it’s just simple and beautiful. Most people are afraid of dying, and while I hope it’s a long way away for me, if we have faith, there is nothing to fear. Heaven is “a land where we never shall die. The third verse may be my favorite:

When our work here is done
And the life crown is won,
And our troubles and trials are o’er,
All our sorrows will end,
And our voices will blend
With the loved ones who’ve gone on before.

I’ll be happy when that day comes because I see again, “the loved ones who’ve gone on before.”

“Never Grow Old” usually refers to an old Southern Gospel song of the same name, technically called “Where We’ll Never Grow Old”, written by James Cleveland Moore, Sr. on April 22, 1914. I wonder if he knew that in four short months a war would begin in which millions of young men with so much life before them would go the land where they never grow old. It’s hard for me to think of the year 1914 without thinking of what was about to begin in August of that year.

James Cleveland Moore had intended to become a Baptist preacher. He was educated at Draketown Baptist Institute, Mercer University in Macon, Georgia, and the University of Florida. He received musical training. At 26 years old, while a seminary student at Mercer, Moore visited his hometown church to preach at Draketown Baptist Church. His father, Charles Robert Moore, had led the singing for years. Hearing his father’s voice failing him, Moore knew that he would not hear his father sing much longer due to his father’s advanced age. After returning to school, Moore produced the hymn and dedicated his song as: “Dedicated to My Father and Mother.” The song was not published until around 1930.


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Moment of Zen: Stretching


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TGIF

There’s not much to say today. I hope everyone has a great weekend!


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Best Laid Plans

Well, yesterday did not go as planned. In the last few weeks, I’ve been suffering from increasingly worse nausea. When I got in my car to leave for work, the nausea had gotten so bad, and I was suffering from so much motion sickness that I knew I could not drive. I called in sick, went back inside, and tried to remain as still as possible. I took my anti-nausea medicine and eventually I started feeling better. The nausea never fully went away, and I developed a migraine. I contacted my doctor, and it appears that all of this was caused by an increase in two of my medications. I’ve gone back to the decreased dosage, and hopefully, things will be better today. I’m not sure how long it will take to reverse the side effects, because it took weeks for things to build up to this point. Time will tell.