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Category Archives: Moment of Zen
Moment of Zen: Coffee…
…and that ass, it looks even yummier than the coffee.
Welł, I slept in a little this morning, which is why my post is a little late. Currently, I’m laying in bed, with morning wood, trying to decide if I want to fall back asleep, jack off, or go get a cup of coffee. Decisions, decisions.
Moment of Zen: Boyfriend and Girlfriend
Last night, I went out with my best girl friend and my boyfriend. We had such a great time, and she hit it off with my boyfriend, which made me so happy, but then again I don’t know how she couldn’t, he’s such a wonderful man. We had dinner at an Irish pub and then went to a few bars in Montgomery’s entertainment district. We just talked and had a lot of fun. It was a nice relaxing and fun evening.
FYI: If you ever find yourself in Downtown Montgomery for any reason, such as a convention, check out Aviator Bar. It’s such a cool bar with a lot of Air Force and aviation memorabilia.
Moment of Zen
Today’s Moment of Zen does not have a subtitle. Quite honestly, I just couldn’t come up with one because the picture with its hint of something more is one Moment of Zen, but it’s not the one I want to talk about. I didn’t know what picture to use for my true Moment of Zen, so I used the one above because I really like it for many different reasons and because I’ve wanted to use it as a moment of Zen, but didn’t know what I would title it as either. So the picture and today’s Moment of Zen are two different things.
A couple of weeks ago, I wrote about going to the doctor and being diagnosed with cluster headaches and how my doctor had ordered a CT scan. At the time, I was worried how I’d pay the $300 copay. I was so gratified that several of you sent in donations to help with the expense. (For those who did donate, there are handwritten thank you notes coming to you in the mail. I haven’t been able to write them until now because I’ve shook so much from the prednisone treatment that I really couldn’t write very legibly.). And here is the moment of Zen. When I received donations, it wasn’t enough to pay for the whole copay, but it would go a long way to helping with the cost and I am extremely grateful; however, when I arrived yesterday morning for my CT scan, the office lady said she needed to discuss the copay with me. She told me that my copay was $300, but the problem is that if a patient is paying without insurance, they only charge $175. I had the choice of paying the $300 copay for Blue Cross Blue Sheild, or they would not file on my insurance and I could simply pay the $175. I was pretty happy with that, but here is the true miracle (and it happened on Good Friday), the amount of donations I received to help with the expense was exactly $175. I could not believe it. I told a friend of mine who knows my financial troubles and reads my blog about this and his response was “Someone is watching over you.” And it’s true. I do believe God is watching over me. This to me is a true moment of Zen.
Moment of Zen: True Bliss
Often, my MoZ for the week is a picture that I think is sexy or puts a smile on my face or something that I just enjoy. It’s meant to be a picture that brings a brightness to my day and yours. This week, though, I had a true Zen moment. It was a moment of peace and tranquillity, of happiness and contentment. Actually there were several this week with my boyfriend: eating dinner in a restaurant at the top of a mountain with an incredible view, hiking trails and looking at the scenic beauty of Alabama, cuddling together and watching a movie, or sitting outside on a beautiful evening watching the sunset. There were many other moments of intimacy that I will leave to your imagination. However, the true moment of Zen, that true bliss, came as I was laying next to my boyfriend, my head on his chest, and I realized in that moment I didn’t have any pain (not even the minimum trace of a headache), I was happy and content (no depressive thoughts), and I was in the arms of someone I really care about and want to be with as much as possible.
It really was the best week. I’m still experiencing some residual headaches, but they are less and less and there is more time between attacks. It’s no longer constant. I still have points when I’m sad, but it’s because of something, such as saying goodbye to my boyfriend and not getting to see him for a few days. The amazing thing is that the pain is no longer constant nor is the depression. I’m beginning to see real relief and that’s a moment of Zen in itself.
I think this is the most I’ve ever said in an MoZ post before, but this MoZ was not about the picture, but the moment, though I think I found a pretty good picture to illustrate it.
The view from the restaurant.
A very small waterfall on a stream by the hiking trail.
An Alabama sunset at its most beautiful.
Moment of Zen: Spring
The year’s at the spring
And day’s at the morn;
Morning’s at seven;
The hillside’s dew-pearled;
The lark’s on the wing;
The snail’s on the thorn;
God’s in His heaven –
All’s right with the world!
~ Robert Browning
“The only thing that could spoil a day was people. People were always the limiters of happiness except for the very few that were as good as spring itself.” ~ Ernest Hemingway
Moment of Zen: Wink, Wink
I’ve always found that when a guy winks at me, I go a little weak in the knees. Is it the same for you?
Moment of Zen: Tennis
I have a date today to go watch the Blue Gray National Tennnis Classic. I love watching tennis, and what I love even more is sexy teen is players. Yum!
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